There was a time when I looked back on my past and thought, “I wish I had done things differently”. I know that if I didn’t make that one wrong decision I would not be here right now. I would not be here writing these words.
But if it were not for those bad decisions, I wouldn’t know what I know now. And I wouldn’t be able to do something about it. I wouldn’t be here. I would be ignorant and blind.
The obstacles that I have faced, have thought me how to survive. And have enlightened me in the ways of evil. It changed me.
I can remember when I used to be nice, Understanding and kind. When someone could come into my life with evil intentions. And I would allow them passage into my life, and I would allow them to do with me what they willed. Because I was stupid. Because I thought that if I couldn’t do it to someone else, why would they do it to me?
I have learned my lesson. And now I am a teacher.
There is a reason that everything happens. There is no coincidence, there if no fate.
When the horrible things happened to me, and my children a long time ago it was all designed to teach me something. And I have always been a good learner. And now where I failed, I will prevail.